Thursday, August 30, 2012
I'm still unemployed!!! At this horrible time when should will like to sleep, i am still thinking of how to get a job. Why is it just so difficult to find one? I'm sleepy, somehow not thinking, or functioning well this holidays.Yesterday i just started to cry like mad, started to blabber. And after i stopped, i was thinking, what the fuck was i saying! It didn't make sense!!! It's soooooooooo embarrassing!!! To be crying like a mad woman early in the morning -.- Today the job agent contacted me with 2 jobs, one which i declined, the other i wanted but did not make it for interview! Super sad. Think im just too stress over getting funding for my shopping! It's difficult to go out and have to keep thinking about the cost, and limiting myself to certain areas. Plus, i always like to stock up on new clothing and accessories during the hols. But currently i can't do this because there's no money coming in! T.T
8/30/2012 11:49:00 PM
Sunday, August 26, 2012
I am currently, 18 years and 3 days old. It feels much older to be 18. It seem to the mark of a brand new phase. As i am now allowed to learn driving, go clubbing, drink and smoke, buy 4D, and get married without consent of anyone. And of course, the police certainly isn't going to trouble themselves by giving me a lift home if i wander the streets late at night. I had a really pleasant birthday. What made it so wonderful, is that even though my birthdays always coincide with my exam, this year's ended on my birthday! So i had double celebration!!! My poly clique treated me to Ichiban sushi, which was great!!!! We watched Brave after that. =D My parents actually gave me a lift home, saving the trouble of an hour's trip home. My dad's car aircon had some problem and we ended up opening the windows. With the crazy wind ruining my hair and loud traffic around us, i suddenly requested for my parents to sing me a birthday song. Which totally amazing, they started to sing at the top of their voices!!! My cousin actually came over to celebrate together. He is my youngest cousin, only 5 years old, and is the only one who ever celebrated my birthday with my family. None of my cousins ever did celebrate each other's birthday as we are just not close.
It's a little hard to accept that i am already 18!!! Maybe because my birthday last year was kind of blur, as i was in the midst of the exam rush period. I feel quite old now. 0.o
8/26/2012 10:05:00 PM
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
Today is the very last day of my study week, which have lasted since last Monday actually. Just that in this 9 days, i got flu for 4. Serious intensive studying days have 1. Feels screwed. I have just one more chapter to go, and tomorrow it shall the be start of the grueling 2 days of paper. I don't know if that is actually a good or bad thing. I can't wait for it to end! But if it is coming so fast, i think the shock will never wear off, and the consequences are certainly not going to be pretty.
8/21/2012 12:30:00 PM
Saturday, August 18, 2012
Maritime management just isn't really my cup of tea. A total of 5 chapters, with 2 to 3 parts each, and each part having more than 20 slides. Just save me already!!!!
It's so boring that i am anxious to find work instead!!! At least work gives you money. Which can fund my shopping, food, and lots of other unnecessary stuff which i love! If things go smoothly, i may be hired as a waitress. I've never ever, ever thought that i will want to do waitressing. I am so super clumsy, and i have sweaty palms. Looking at the tray makes me panic. But just like the way i used to break the eggs bought from supermarket, i actually survived when i got hired as a packer, packing lots of fragile items that others bought. Kind of amazing when i think about it. =P So i want to try it out this time!!! The worse thing that can happen is that i make a show out of myself, leaving everything falling to the floor, break everything possible, give my boss and customers heart attacks and get fired. Which actually isn't too bad, because i will only be a part timer. =D
It's so boring that i am anxious to find work instead!!! At least work gives you money. Which can fund my shopping, food, and lots of other unnecessary stuff which i love! If things go smoothly, i may be hired as a waitress. I've never ever, ever thought that i will want to do waitressing. I am so super clumsy, and i have sweaty palms. Looking at the tray makes me panic. But just like the way i used to break the eggs bought from supermarket, i actually survived when i got hired as a packer, packing lots of fragile items that others bought. Kind of amazing when i think about it. =P So i want to try it out this time!!! The worse thing that can happen is that i make a show out of myself, leaving everything falling to the floor, break everything possible, give my boss and customers heart attacks and get fired. Which actually isn't too bad, because i will only be a part timer. =D
8/18/2012 04:50:00 PM
Friday, August 17, 2012
Sometimes i wonder how it will be different if i have entered a jc instead of poly. Will i get more respect? Will people keep their work harder comments to themselves if i am in a jc? Compared to the past, poly and ITE students are certainly getting more respect, and given more opportunities than they will get some years back. If you are think we always have such respect, stop lying to yourself, it's an open secret. The school matters, the reputation matters, the certificate matters. Even if you accomplished all of your life goals, even if you manage to earn much more than someone who have that certificate, people still says that you are one without a certificate, and some how still not up to mark. At least, that is how it feels like here. As a poly student, yes, girls are used to faces with make-up on, yes, there are lots of students in poly who dye their hair, yes, we don't dress up everyday for school. But what is it that you want us to do?
We do dress properly for presentations. People who put on make-up everyday, they may feel more comfortable with their flaws covered, jc students put on make-up as well, just that they can do that when they go to school. We would like to dress properly and have different outfits each day. But you know how tiring that is, to think of what to wear 5 days in a week? Sometimes we do hope for uniforms. There are lots of people who wear proper shoes to schools. But slippers are normal too, we are Singaporeans. =) What is it about having your feet covered constantly in this sweltering weather anyway? We do wear covered shoes if the situation calls for it. If you are still criticizing about the multi-coloured hair, grow up. It's just a colour.
We do dress properly for presentations. People who put on make-up everyday, they may feel more comfortable with their flaws covered, jc students put on make-up as well, just that they can do that when they go to school. We would like to dress properly and have different outfits each day. But you know how tiring that is, to think of what to wear 5 days in a week? Sometimes we do hope for uniforms. There are lots of people who wear proper shoes to schools. But slippers are normal too, we are Singaporeans. =) What is it about having your feet covered constantly in this sweltering weather anyway? We do wear covered shoes if the situation calls for it. If you are still criticizing about the multi-coloured hair, grow up. It's just a colour.
8/17/2012 02:55:00 PM
Wednesday, August 15, 2012
♥ Faults I find in sentences #2
Single and Available
I don't know why, but i feel an extreme urge to post this right now! Which is why i am actually typing this from my phone, like a lunatic again! Lets start with this, i am single. Anyone having a problem with that already? Im not really available, unless i like you too, because my main aim in life isn't to find a boyfriend and get married. Getting it so far? So generally, i am trying to say that just because a person is single doesn't mean they are available. Different people have different goals. Just because they are not attached doesn't mean that they are desperate to be. Or that they are weird. Or they are gay. So to people who have been tryin to get a partner for whoever it is that is single, i think u seriously should reconsider. Not only u may not be appreciated, you may just be viewed as a whining leech who tries to change other's life to be similar to urs. So STOP IT, because u are pissing me off
8/15/2012 12:53:00 AM
Monday, August 6, 2012
♥ OLYMPICS
THIS IS THE OLYMPIC SEASON!!!!!
Ok, as usual the news seen from my posts are slower than the original speed. But though olympics have only 7 days left, the excitement is barely dying down. In fact, i can never find a dull moment when watching it. Every moment those super power like humans are doing some absolutely amazing things. This is especially so when i am just such a glutton, eager to see people train and perform their ass off while i munch on my snacks. =P
The only down side of this year's olympics, is that it is in London's time!!! As i am stuck in Singapore, studying my head off, staying up at 2 am to watch the most thrilling table tennis isn't so practical isn't it? I've squeezed in as much time as i could to watch it already!! Such a pity that by the time my holidays arrives at 23rd of August all will be over!!! One of the amazing thing about watching the world's biggest sport's event is that it takes so much effort to watch the sport's men and women get through everything as well!! Feng TianWei, Singapore's greatest hope for medal winning, is as my sister and i believes, have a side line as an entertainer. Her matches are the most intriguing, far more exciting than action pact movies. Instead of finishing off each match with just 4 rounds with her awesome smashes, it often drags on to 6 rounds or a full 7 rounds. Every single point was fought for, and she seem to put in all of her energy for each smack of the ping pong ball. Just watching her makes us tired too! Certainly not for the weak hearted!
There have been much argument about her achievements, such as Singaporeans not being too happy about a China-born sport's woman helping us to earn medals, and she having the privilege of holding the Singapore flag during the olympics' opening ceremony. Nationality wise, i have to agree it does not seem appropriate for yet another immigrant, who have just became a Singaporean a few years back to have the privilege of holding the flag when Singaporeans are not happy with the current immigrant rate already, to represent us. But judging from her achievements and medals, and that she finally end our medal drought, she is up to mark. No matter which side of the argument might, i am just happy to watch the rare, once in 4 years olympics. =D
Ok, as usual the news seen from my posts are slower than the original speed. But though olympics have only 7 days left, the excitement is barely dying down. In fact, i can never find a dull moment when watching it. Every moment those super power like humans are doing some absolutely amazing things. This is especially so when i am just such a glutton, eager to see people train and perform their ass off while i munch on my snacks. =P
The only down side of this year's olympics, is that it is in London's time!!! As i am stuck in Singapore, studying my head off, staying up at 2 am to watch the most thrilling table tennis isn't so practical isn't it? I've squeezed in as much time as i could to watch it already!! Such a pity that by the time my holidays arrives at 23rd of August all will be over!!! One of the amazing thing about watching the world's biggest sport's event is that it takes so much effort to watch the sport's men and women get through everything as well!! Feng TianWei, Singapore's greatest hope for medal winning, is as my sister and i believes, have a side line as an entertainer. Her matches are the most intriguing, far more exciting than action pact movies. Instead of finishing off each match with just 4 rounds with her awesome smashes, it often drags on to 6 rounds or a full 7 rounds. Every single point was fought for, and she seem to put in all of her energy for each smack of the ping pong ball. Just watching her makes us tired too! Certainly not for the weak hearted!
There have been much argument about her achievements, such as Singaporeans not being too happy about a China-born sport's woman helping us to earn medals, and she having the privilege of holding the Singapore flag during the olympics' opening ceremony. Nationality wise, i have to agree it does not seem appropriate for yet another immigrant, who have just became a Singaporean a few years back to have the privilege of holding the flag when Singaporeans are not happy with the current immigrant rate already, to represent us. But judging from her achievements and medals, and that she finally end our medal drought, she is up to mark. No matter which side of the argument might, i am just happy to watch the rare, once in 4 years olympics. =D
8/06/2012 06:46:00 PM