Wednesday, July 31, 2013
The thing about me and my sister not talking for over a week is that it has reaped surprising results. Honestly who wants to be living with someone and all the time taking that the person is invisible. But after a week, after she refuses to hear any explanations, leaving things this way have been pretty good. Days used to be some roller coaster ride. She would be someone very nice to talk to, the next moment throwing shit at me expecting me to clear up and take things as it is. I'm pissed off for everyday in the mornings and at nights, as those are the times she'd be home and expecting everything to go her way. Compromise, compromise, compromise. I didn't even bother yelling back any more. Of course this also means better sleep in during the mornings as she no longer barge into my room, rummaging noisily for what she wants, though the previous night I've been up late and she could have found the things then. Plus, she hates it when she is interrupted when she's studying hard, but i ALWAYS get interrupted by her in my room, and she will refuse to go away till she feels done. And i'll get panic attacks and get super stress, not like she will realise. So overall these days have been good, i can concentrate, and i hadn't been angry with that frustrated feeling. =)
7/31/2013 10:25:00 PM