Sunday, June 30, 2013
I dreamt of my secondary school schoolmates last night. I also dreamt of one of my teacher. I love my secondary school, but 3 years after graduating, this is the first time in my life i actually dreamt of them. Strangely i didn't dream of any of the campus that i know, but instead saw some old school building that I've never seen before. All the people i dreamt of were those I've never really spoken to. Haha perhaps just missed them all too much.
Time totally flew, and in less than a year I will be out and working full time. It's quite a scary thought, considering how I had always expected another at least 3 years of university education before i will be out. Wasn't planning for this whole fast forward entry at all. Thought it will be fun if I am in some western countries and moves out to live on my own. But that possibility is really freaking low, Singapore just don't have the space for young and single people to have their own place too. Plus I certainly don't have the funds for a private apartment. Still absolutely blur about what is the goal in life, my original plans got all messed up. =/
Time totally flew, and in less than a year I will be out and working full time. It's quite a scary thought, considering how I had always expected another at least 3 years of university education before i will be out. Wasn't planning for this whole fast forward entry at all. Thought it will be fun if I am in some western countries and moves out to live on my own. But that possibility is really freaking low, Singapore just don't have the space for young and single people to have their own place too. Plus I certainly don't have the funds for a private apartment. Still absolutely blur about what is the goal in life, my original plans got all messed up. =/
6/30/2013 03:43:00 PM
Sunday, June 23, 2013
Finally seeing the sun again! The wonderful blue sky, and definitely the heat now. It's hard to tell just how long more we able to enjoy it with the continuance of raging fires in Indonesia. But for now, Ninja is out of his refugee tank, and into his open space enclosure! It was also funny to see how some countries finally realise that there is this place call Singapore. And it's an independent country, we are NOT PART OF CHINA. Another thing to note, if you happen to come to Singapore, don't ever call a Singaporean Chinese someone from China. Well, unless you are looking forward to getting really bruised.
6/23/2013 02:50:00 PM
Thursday, June 20, 2013
♥ Haze
The air is horrendous.
With the haze hovering above the PSI 300 mark, we are obviously into the hazardous phase. I have never been more indoors. With the all of the windows and doors closed, the hot and humid June weather is certainly thoroughly experienced. I have not step foot outside, so neither did my dog who was anticipating his morning walk. My terrapin have since temporarily moved indoors, into the biggest tank we can mange. And all day he just stares out into the balcony at his outdoor enclosure and tries to scrap his way out to it. The foggy outdoors have never been more unwelcoming. And i actually thought the highest PSI level of 226 in Singapore history in 1996 was horrible! Thinking about how my currently overseas friend have asked me what i would like her to bring back before flying off, my request for a straw hat now seems absolutely ridiculous. I should have asked for a carton of N95 masks =/
With the haze hovering above the PSI 300 mark, we are obviously into the hazardous phase. I have never been more indoors. With the all of the windows and doors closed, the hot and humid June weather is certainly thoroughly experienced. I have not step foot outside, so neither did my dog who was anticipating his morning walk. My terrapin have since temporarily moved indoors, into the biggest tank we can mange. And all day he just stares out into the balcony at his outdoor enclosure and tries to scrap his way out to it. The foggy outdoors have never been more unwelcoming. And i actually thought the highest PSI level of 226 in Singapore history in 1996 was horrible! Thinking about how my currently overseas friend have asked me what i would like her to bring back before flying off, my request for a straw hat now seems absolutely ridiculous. I should have asked for a carton of N95 masks =/
6/20/2013 02:56:00 PM
Tuesday, June 18, 2013
I don't blog frequently enough.
Sometimes i wonder where all my days went and checked out my own blog, there's all the empty gaping holes there. The holes gets even worst in my actual written diary. Realized i recorded more of the depressing stuff that i went through than the happy stuff i enjoyed. Fine, at least i know how much i survived. Today is one super duper hot day, with the haze still hovering everywhere. This must be a good day to stay home and clear my work, i thought. Thinking about things never got me very far =\
Sometimes i wonder where all my days went and checked out my own blog, there's all the empty gaping holes there. The holes gets even worst in my actual written diary. Realized i recorded more of the depressing stuff that i went through than the happy stuff i enjoyed. Fine, at least i know how much i survived. Today is one super duper hot day, with the haze still hovering everywhere. This must be a good day to stay home and clear my work, i thought. Thinking about things never got me very far =\
6/18/2013 03:46:00 PM
Saturday, June 1, 2013
I miss choir so so so so much. Doing a movie review on the Sister Act for assignment is rather depressing. Every single part of me want to just leap up on stage with my secondary school choir and start feeling it again. Then i remembered i hadn't set foot on stage for 3 years. Then i remembered my secondary school choir don't even exist anymore when the principal decided to focus the school's resources on soccer. I love performing, i love standing on stage, i love the way everyone falls silent and hear us sing, i love the magical feeling of getting absorbed in my own world yet everyone is keen to see, and i absolutely love that sound of applause; the perfect reward for months of practice. Not only do i love the stage, i love preparing for the stage as well. So be it if i spend a big part of my time practicing, it's so worth it, filling myself up with the new scenarios. Be it a choir performance, play or speech, i love them all. Will i ever have the chance to perform again?
6/01/2013 10:28:00 PM