Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Tomorrow is SYF!!! im quite excited over it. after all, how many chance do u get to go SYF during sec? plus, tml gonna miss the whole day's lesson! another thing to happy bout. today went for a short choir practie. still got cough but i believe it's the mind problem. after all, 2 years ago when i 1st wanted to go SYF, i got fever at friday when SYF is at mon! i was so desperate to go after all the hard work. imagine training 4 days a week and many hours each time! i would cry if u tell me i cant go! so i told myself to get well so by the time it's at nite, im aleady feeling much better. by sat, i was fully well!!!
so y should i get hindered by this little thing, a cough? i m telling myself to get well. zi yan kept saying we going to get cop like 2 years ago. she said if we get our hopes too high, the dissapointment would be greater. but seriously, i don see it this way anymore. 2 years ago i was extremely sad and dissapointed when we got a cop. but not long after SYF, i realised we were much more united and closer to each other! we had an experience, so now i noe wat to expect. so now, i want to hope for at least a bronze. but if we don get it, its fine. at least we got on stage n tried.
so y should i get hindered by this little thing, a cough? i m telling myself to get well. zi yan kept saying we going to get cop like 2 years ago. she said if we get our hopes too high, the dissapointment would be greater. but seriously, i don see it this way anymore. 2 years ago i was extremely sad and dissapointed when we got a cop. but not long after SYF, i realised we were much more united and closer to each other! we had an experience, so now i noe wat to expect. so now, i want to hope for at least a bronze. but if we don get it, its fine. at least we got on stage n tried.
4/21/2009 09:28:00 PM