Thursday, April 23, 2009
its a COP. ok. i admit. i mind k? words are easier said than done. i tot i wont mind, but i was totally wishing and sort of convince myself tt this time we would make it. after all we were doing quite well or so i tot la. and ppl were saying this time at least a bronze liao. plus, my sis who was listening there said it is good enough for a bronze. so i sort of set it in my mind tt this time confirm got bronze.
recieved the news when i got hm. i felt ok. i was thinking, well, we all r expecting it. but when i as trying to sleep at nite, i tot of it. i felt extremely dissapointed. this was my last chance in getting a medal from SYF in sec schl. this most probably is going to be my last performance wif my seniors. but this is it, a COP.
didnt manage to sleep well last nite and got up tired and giddy today. one of the teacher asked how we've done for SYF. she was smiling when she covered her mouth and exclaimed,'huh?! Y?!' i think she had good intentions but her expression made me feel tt shes just being sarcastic. plus, her last sentance,'maybe its just the costume tt the judges don lk' made me feel tt she is absolutely not sensitive. im sure all of us wanted a bronze and it is sad enough to get a COP and she phrasing it as if its nothing, totally showing how little she know bout a performance grp. grr...
recieved the news when i got hm. i felt ok. i was thinking, well, we all r expecting it. but when i as trying to sleep at nite, i tot of it. i felt extremely dissapointed. this was my last chance in getting a medal from SYF in sec schl. this most probably is going to be my last performance wif my seniors. but this is it, a COP.
didnt manage to sleep well last nite and got up tired and giddy today. one of the teacher asked how we've done for SYF. she was smiling when she covered her mouth and exclaimed,'huh?! Y?!' i think she had good intentions but her expression made me feel tt shes just being sarcastic. plus, her last sentance,'maybe its just the costume tt the judges don lk' made me feel tt she is absolutely not sensitive. im sure all of us wanted a bronze and it is sad enough to get a COP and she phrasing it as if its nothing, totally showing how little she know bout a performance grp. grr...
4/23/2009 05:32:00 PM