Thursday, April 23, 2009
its a COP. ok. i admit. i mind k? words are easier said than done. i tot i wont mind, but i was totally wishing and sort of convince myself tt this time we would make it. after all we were doing quite well or so i tot la. and ppl were saying this time at least a bronze liao. plus, my sis who was listening there said it is good enough for a bronze. so i sort of set it in my mind tt this time confirm got bronze.
recieved the news when i got hm. i felt ok. i was thinking, well, we all r expecting it. but when i as trying to sleep at nite, i tot of it. i felt extremely dissapointed. this was my last chance in getting a medal from SYF in sec schl. this most probably is going to be my last performance wif my seniors. but this is it, a COP.
didnt manage to sleep well last nite and got up tired and giddy today. one of the teacher asked how we've done for SYF. she was smiling when she covered her mouth and exclaimed,'huh?! Y?!' i think she had good intentions but her expression made me feel tt shes just being sarcastic. plus, her last sentance,'maybe its just the costume tt the judges don lk' made me feel tt she is absolutely not sensitive. im sure all of us wanted a bronze and it is sad enough to get a COP and she phrasing it as if its nothing, totally showing how little she know bout a performance grp. grr...
recieved the news when i got hm. i felt ok. i was thinking, well, we all r expecting it. but when i as trying to sleep at nite, i tot of it. i felt extremely dissapointed. this was my last chance in getting a medal from SYF in sec schl. this most probably is going to be my last performance wif my seniors. but this is it, a COP.
didnt manage to sleep well last nite and got up tired and giddy today. one of the teacher asked how we've done for SYF. she was smiling when she covered her mouth and exclaimed,'huh?! Y?!' i think she had good intentions but her expression made me feel tt shes just being sarcastic. plus, her last sentance,'maybe its just the costume tt the judges don lk' made me feel tt she is absolutely not sensitive. im sure all of us wanted a bronze and it is sad enough to get a COP and she phrasing it as if its nothing, totally showing how little she know bout a performance grp. grr...
4/23/2009 05:32:00 PM
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Tomorrow is SYF!!! im quite excited over it. after all, how many chance do u get to go SYF during sec? plus, tml gonna miss the whole day's lesson! another thing to happy bout. today went for a short choir practie. still got cough but i believe it's the mind problem. after all, 2 years ago when i 1st wanted to go SYF, i got fever at friday when SYF is at mon! i was so desperate to go after all the hard work. imagine training 4 days a week and many hours each time! i would cry if u tell me i cant go! so i told myself to get well so by the time it's at nite, im aleady feeling much better. by sat, i was fully well!!!
so y should i get hindered by this little thing, a cough? i m telling myself to get well. zi yan kept saying we going to get cop like 2 years ago. she said if we get our hopes too high, the dissapointment would be greater. but seriously, i don see it this way anymore. 2 years ago i was extremely sad and dissapointed when we got a cop. but not long after SYF, i realised we were much more united and closer to each other! we had an experience, so now i noe wat to expect. so now, i want to hope for at least a bronze. but if we don get it, its fine. at least we got on stage n tried.
so y should i get hindered by this little thing, a cough? i m telling myself to get well. zi yan kept saying we going to get cop like 2 years ago. she said if we get our hopes too high, the dissapointment would be greater. but seriously, i don see it this way anymore. 2 years ago i was extremely sad and dissapointed when we got a cop. but not long after SYF, i realised we were much more united and closer to each other! we had an experience, so now i noe wat to expect. so now, i want to hope for at least a bronze. but if we don get it, its fine. at least we got on stage n tried.
4/21/2009 09:28:00 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
yest was speechday!!! went school at 7.15 in the morning. there was just enough time for us to put on the makeup, do our hair and change into our shoes and dress. took hours and only spent a couple of minutes on stage then go back music room to change back n wipe off the makeup. LOL! so waste. our singing was not bad. got mistakes but not very obvious... but miss lim looked a little shocked...
4/19/2009 06:47:00 PM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
can hardly remember when was the last time i sang so happily in choir. it seemed difficult to put in my all. maybe it was the new instructor or the environment or the new ppl. when miss loh left, things were always different n seemed much more difficult. it took time to adapt to the miss lim and get tt united, great blending sound. and today, it finally happened again! we moved to a class room for practice instead. n wooohoooo~~~!! it was miraculas!!!! the echo... the blend... the sound. OMG!! i just love it=)
4/16/2009 07:20:00 PM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
added photos in facebook=)
4/11/2009 04:33:00 PM
Thursday, April 9, 2009
woohoo! im back. just came hm frm choir prac. a little encouraged but still alittle dimoralise. 1stly, miss lim had been coming for our practices. making me feel tt we still have hope for SYF. u noe, she is very... well how to put it... a very important sort of person? she works with mediacorp. n lots of other things and we are paying alot more times more than the previous instructor. its a wonder y she wana take us. we sound bad as we did not have a instructor for a year. and so far miss lim only came for a few prac on wed. makes me wonder if she is giving us up. well, she seem to be in a gd mood todae. its already april but she is still training us for SYF=) no sign of giving us up. so feel hopeful. but syf so near le! then our songs still not sure. dun dare to dream too much la. got a feeling tt its goin to be cop again cos tt time prac lk hell still cop then now still not till the standered... can we get a bronze? choir prac was okok. cant put my heart in these days. but i work hard at hm k? i always got listen to the recordings one~! whatever la. trying my now best.
4/09/2009 06:55:00 PM